IT IS OK TO FEEL BIG EMOTIONS AND FEEL ANGRY.
HUGE SADNESS,GRIEF AND CRYING IS A NATURAL WAY
TO RELIEVE TENSION AND THE UNCOMFORTABLE FEELING
INSIDE WHEN WE LOST SOMEONE OR IN TIMES OF TROUBLE.
WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS AND WE HAVE EMOTIONS.
IT'S NATURAL TO FEEL BIG EMOTION DEEPLY AND TO LET
IT SHOW, WE DON'T HAVE TO BE ASHAMED OF OUR FEELINGS.
SITTING ON OUR FEELINGS IS WHAT IS NOT GOOD,
THEY WILL GET SQUASHED THAT WAY,
IS BETTER TO LET THEM OUT,DEAL WITH THEM, AND LET GO.
LIFE IS NOT OUR ENEMY.
IF WE HAVE NOT CRY, OUR EYES CAN'T BE BEAUTIFUL.
BEAR AND ENDURE, THIS SORROW WILL END ONE DAY OR IT WILL ONE DAY PROVE
TO BE FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.
BELIEVE ME! WHEN THE UNEXPECTED HAPPENS THAT IS WHEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THE MIRACLE OF LIFE. PROBLEM ARE NOT THE PROBLEM
COPING IS THE PROBLEM.
IN ONE YEAR I LOST MY DADDY AND MY SISTER.
THE YEAR AFTER I LOST MY MUM, BEFORE I LOST MY MUM I WAS PREGNANT.
MY BABY WAS 3 MONTH WHEN I LOST MY MUM.
MY PARTNER TURN AGAINST ME, EVERYONE THAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE WAS NOT THERE.
HONESTLY I HAD KNOW SHOULDER TO CRY ON. I WAS TOTALLY ALONE.
ME AND MY DAUGHTER WAS ALL I HAVE.
MY FRIENDS THAT I CAN CONFINED IN START TO USE MY WORDS AGAINST ME.
THEY CHALLENGE ME UNNECESSARILY, THEY TURN AGAINST ME.
LIFE BECOME IMPOSSIBLE
I BECAME VERY WEAK AND SICK.
I LOST CONTROL BECAUSE ALL WAS TOO MUCH FOR ONLY ME.
ON ONE SUNDAY I DRESS UP, CARRY MY DAUGHTER I GO TO CHURCH,
AFTER THE PROGRAM I STAY PUT IN CHURCH, AND REFUSE TO COME HOME.
THE PASTOR NEW I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME TROUBLE AND HE WANTED TO HELP, BUT I DID NOT RESPOND TO ALL HIS OFFERS, TO AVOID MORE TROUBLE.
SLOWLY SLOWLY I BECAME WITHDRAW FROM PEOPLE, BUT INSIDE ME AM CRYING
TO GOD 24/7. AT THIS POINT I HAD WISHED TOO MANY WISHES TO DISAPPEARED, BUT MY WISH DID NOT COME TROUGH.
ONE DAY I HAD ENOUGH, SO I BROKE DOWN AND CRY LIKE A BABY. I CRY LIKE I HAVE NEVER CRY BEFORE.
MORNING AND NIGHT MY JOB WAS TO CRY.
AFTER A DAY OR TWO I GOT TIRED OF CRYING.
I WAS STANDING IN THE LIVING ROOM WITH MY TWO HANDS FOLD TO MY CHEST.
I LOOK UP AND SAY "GOD I HAVE HAD ENOUGH I AM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE, DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO".
FROM THAT DAY I WEPT KNOW MORE.
I STARTED TO FEEL SOME KIND OF STRENGHT THAT I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE.
I GUESS BECAUSE MY FEELINGS HAD CHANGED, PEOPLE THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW START TO BLESS ME. AND FEED ME WITH GOOD INFORMATION'S THAT EMPOWER ME.
SOMEONE IN THE CHURCH GAVE ME A SMALL CARD HEAR WHAT THE CARD SAYS;
TO DAY FROM YOUR GRIEVING HEART
COME ONLY A PAINFUL SIGH
WONDERING WILL THINGS EVER FEEL NORMAL AGAIN
AS YOU STRUGGLE TO COPE AND ASK WHY?
THE MANY ANSWERS YOU REQUIRE
SEEM AS IF THEY MIGHT NEVER COME
GRADUALLY THEY WILL AS YOUR PAIN SUBSIDES
AND YOU STOP FEELING NUMB
TRUST IN ME, I'VE BEEN THERE TOO
I KNOW THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH
GOD IS AT WORK AND TO YOU HE WILL SEND
ANGELS IN THE FORM OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
THEY WILL LIFT YOU FROM YOUR SORROW
KEEPING YOU FOCUSED AND STRONG
SO THAT SOME DAY SOON TO THIS WORLD
AGAIN YOU WILL FEEL LIKE YOU BELONG
I KNOW RIGHT NOW THESE WORDS
MAY SEEM EMPTY AND HOLLOW
BE PATIENT MY FRIEND DON'T DESPAIR
THE HEALING HAND OF GOD WILL FOLLOW.
MANY OF THIS TYPE OF MESSAGES WAS GIVING TO ME BY PEOPLE IN THE CHURCH.
AND ALL MY PROBLEM DIDN'T JUST GO AWAY, BUT I WAS TOO STRONG FOR THE THINGS THAT TROUBLES ME AND THEY DON'T TROUBLES ME KNOW MORE.
PLEASE MY BELOVED BELIEVING IN SOMETHING HELPS.
AND BELIEVING IN GOD IS THE EASIEST, THERE ARE LOT OF ENCOURAGING
WORDS IN THE BIBLE WHICH CAN HELP YOU IN ANY SITUATION YOU MIGHT BE GOING TROUGH,YOU ARE NOT ALONE, LEAVE YOUR WORRIES TO GOD AND HE WILL TAKE CARE OF IT. IS THE GOD YOUR GOD, HE KNOWS THE BEGINNING AND THE END
DON'T BE SURPRISE THAT OUT OF YOUR GREATEST DISPEAR
WILL COME UNEXPECTED OPPORTUNITY ONE DAY
AND YOU WILL BE SAD
KNOW MORE!
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